Reudi has a blog! =) but I would need his permission to link him so happy blog-hopping =)

Setting off for the JP Gathering in around half an hour's time; excited and hyper to meet everyone again (though they may not be the closest friends) =D Thank yous to Justin and Ashburn and whoever else who organised this =D

There MIGHT be a gathering for Term 1 guys next =) which we most likely will hold at Keeve's house. But sadly Keeve is away, when he gets back I'll tak to him. DYING to meet you all again =D

See you guys and I'll leave you with the music updates =)

Music Updates

I Got A Feeling - Black Eyed Peas
21 Guns - Greenday
Lovegame - Lady GaGa
No Boundaries - Kris Allen

being a little emo again >_<

ah yes this blog is almost/certainly/positively/definitely dead. i'm really sorry for everyone for being so restrained =( and i have no idea when and where is the outing by justin 'cept it's on this tues and we go to bugis at at 'round lunchtime? conflicting reports. o.o who else is going?

speaking of which, i'm bored to death by the boredom of school life in RI. there is not a hint of an outing (only a few cliques are going out) and my close friends are not really the type that will hit the arcade and movies. sad :(

trying me best to finish going through the blogs during my long absense from the com =D seriously good to know that everyone is doing kinda fine =D still have lots more to visit...

want to relax this hols but cant >_< lots of projects =(

ah taggie reply time =D

ZL: Zhong Liang! =D havent heard from you in a while =D
dh: thx a lot dh =D yeah heard of the daughtry song and the new divide one, will try the other later... thx again =D
shanisse: hey are you hosting the term 1 gathering? where are you moving to?(sry for probing)

The last week has been pretty alright, if you look at it as me trying to get back to normal after all that crappy emo-ing =D I can't believe that I just messed up a relationship with a ex-close friend just over nothing. GAH. This blog has also been incredulously dead =D

This week is horrendously cramped with tests. My mum is pretty worried for me, cause she says I'm "lazing around too much". Which I think I am, which translates to EPIC FAIL to all the tests this week. I'm definitely not looking forward to history and chinese composition.

Oh off the track me and a few other friends are organising this music competition in my class. It's called "Don't Forget the Lyrics 1Q". Yeah I believe it kinda is lame but I seriously hope that all the contestants would have fun =D which is pretty much the most important thing and the root of why this whole competition is organised. Lol eveyone good luck =D don't worry all will do well =D

RB - Seriously man your blog rocks =D Have faith =D
shadowy96 - haiz don't worry something good would come out of it =D You're world renowned =D
dh - ohmygod its amazing =D thanks man =D
neo - hey man you haven't tagged in a while =D good to see you =D lost?
shanisse - jin jie =D

80th!
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I've been sick at home for the last few days, down with flu. Just glad to know at least 1 guy I know didn't go to school today as well so that I won't get so left out =D
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I know it's been over two weeks since I last posted, so I'm rather left behind. There's lots of tests this week, like:

EL Essay
Jap Test x2
Science Quiz

And I had this strange feeling bugging me. Oh why didn't I realise sooner. When I went through my bag I found my OC story. I checked the timetable. I was seriously mortified.

OC was the first period tomorrow. Shit.

I'm supposed to act out the whole story by heart. And I was planning to revise my Jap stuff on the train tomorrow.

Hell.
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Urgh but never mind. Anyways Bradley and I visited NH to present like the RGS girls did. I screwed up the presentation as usual. Of course Bradley had to step in with his unbelievable eloquency and glib of a tongue. I hate presentations.

Lol before that and afterwards we positioned ourselves at the staff rooms and started chatting with the teachers. Mr Lim looks strangely older o.0?
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Shit. Just remembered something else. NAPFA run is tomorrow.

And I just recovered.

Crap.

And positively a stack of homework on the table waiting.

Luckily Wednesday there's half day off.
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Tags:

RB: Oh no it's not that remote. =D
limin: yeah I bet you did well too. Gold rite? =D Yah Yu Ming's in my class. Nice guy..=D
Yash: Hey yash! =D my msn is :n_soh@hotmail.com. Nice to see you =D
shadowy96: whitehats? what do you mean by deleting half the code? Half the game? Lol you're a damn good hacker liao =D

Crap for my NAPFA. Did five stations today, got 2As and 2Cs, only bastardy Sit and Reach got D! FREAK HELL! MY GOLD! =( urgh. But nvm, at least will get silver if I get a D for 2.4 run =D

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Things have pretty much been patched up with Savvel (thankfully =P). He's still a little hesistant, but its still a good sign after everything I put him through. BIG Sorry again Savvel, and thank you so much for forgiving me =D I've been such a shitty guy, but yet you chose to still be friends with me. I'm damn touched and thanks a lot again... You Rock!=D

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I half-suspect that [confidential] guy thinks the same was as I think of him. I have to go and meet him in personal to find out.

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anyways, hey guys =D hope everyone has done well for NAPFA =D And keeve cheer up. =D You can't have screwed it up that badly. I bet you still get at least a silver =D Bradley has invited me to go back to NH with him on the 30th for a DSA talk that our predecessors have been doing =D Hope that any other RI boys can make it. Btw I feel damn sad for Bradley. He feels he's lost in a vortex of childishness, unfriendliness, and whatever other bad stuff you can think of. His class is kind of ok when you look at them invididually, but when you bind them together is a horrendous clash of egoistic personalities. Cheer up Brad, your life would only get better =D

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I'll link you soon RB, and your blog is cool. =D I'll try to visit it often =D

Really good question from JJ. Why am I EMO-ing again? =D Haha yesterday was just a one-off case that I don't wish to live through again so don't worry about me too much - I'll be fine. =D Don't worry JJ and dh that have tagged - its not you. Or anyone else who tags because I don't think he visit blogs anyways. =D Andrew too. (Sorry for not including you in yesterday's post) Thanks for the well wishes siew rong (how's life?) and gab and wei an, you guys are the best. =D

I'm writing this post specially to wish Clarence and David and whoever I know who is going good luck for their Scrabble competition. =D Do your best, and you'll surely come back with a trophy. =D Good luck to JJ for the pokemon hack; you sure will be able to do it - you so smart! =D

can the week get any worse?
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Ks, the week went really bad. But at least the birthday party was great =S We had fun at Vivo, really happy to be with all of ya again =D and I'm so sry I had to hold you all up and hunt for that carabelle brochure. Gah. I'm always a bad host. Thanks everyone for the well wishes =D U All R the best! =D

My class is in the state where we are preparing the class for the deco competition held next week, so I spent the whole of yesterday brushing up the class. =D And I got my GPA back yesterday! =D i got 3.8 =D Extremely happy...

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The whole week went wrong today.

1. I lost my temper and shouted at my best friend in RI...he said he thought I was great cause I finally speaked up and held my stand 0.0 but I pretty much ruined the relationship. It would take many weeks to patch it up again...why did I have to go lose my damn freaking god temper? And it was over the CLASS DECO. what a shitty thing to argue on. And I was arguing that his contributions should be on the board and he should compromise with the asst. monitor (my friend was the guy in charge of decorating the noticeboard; the asst. monitor went and decorate it without telling him.) AND I GOT ANGRY AND FELL OUT WITH HIM CAUZ OF THAT?!! Something is terribly wrong with me. I'm way too over sensitive. =(
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I'm sorry Savvel for that outburst. I guess I deserve it if you don't want to be my friend anymore. I'm so shitty and horrid.

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2. [Confidential] guy from Nan Hua ignores me completely. Actually not just him. The only person who would bother to say hi when he sees me is Bradley and Tee Yong and Zi Jian(the rest only when I approach them). Is Bradley and Tee Yong and Zi Jian the only guys in RI who still treasures old friends? (I love them for that, along with many other commendable stuff) Because the rest of them have moved on, gotten new friends, and completely ignores most of their Nan Hua ones (unless in same class or used to be really close). What hurts the most is that guy used to be one of my best friends. I was like, standing at the traffic light and he completely ignores me, and continues chatting with his friends. =( Perharps I did him wrong, but I don't think so. (correct me if I did, because I'm really hoping I did) And in this case, I also think I'm being way too over sensitive. Again.

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I FREAKING HELL HATE MYSELF FOR BEING SO OVER SENSITIVE. WHY AM I SO SENSITIVE? WHY SHOULD I BOTHER ABOUT APPROACHING THEM? THEY DON'T WANT TO BE DISTURBED WITH THEIR NEW LIVES. SO WHY SHOULD I EVEN CARE? WHY SHOULD I CLING ON TO THEM LIKE BEARS TO HONEY? I SHOULD MOVE ON WITH MY LIFE. I'M THE SHITTIEST PERSON IN THIS WORLD AND EVERYONE KNOWS IT. EVERYONE ELSE ROCKS.

(HCI and 1Q people and others don't worry I still think that you guys are great and that all of you rock =D)
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Sorry guys for the ranting and lamenting but I'm happy I finally heaved it off my chest. =) This must be the shittiest post ever and I'm really sorry for that. I'm trying not to approach that [confidential] guy anymore because I get the message he doesn't want me to interfere with his life. I understand. =D

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OK so now for music updates =D

Flo Rida ft. Wynter - Sugar
Kevin Rudolf - Welcome to the World
Not Fair - Lily Allen
Jai Ho - Pussycat Dolls ft. A.R. Rahman (or H)
Please Don't Stop the Rain - James Morrison

I don't really think the "Please Don't Stop The Rain" lyrics make sense, but the tune is great. =D

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I'm so sorry for not blogging for a long time, so I'll try to reply all your taggies in this post. Big SORRY to Viggy, Wei An, 1Q and Wei Sheng for not linking you guys. I'll do it later.

xCOFFEEx3 (1) - I'm so sorry Gab! =D Thx so much for the well wishes. =D U Rock! =D
Shanisse - Yes, thanks! You shouldn't have gotten me something over 10 bucks!
xCOFFEEx3 (2) - Lol...maybe I'll change the blogskin soon =D
limin! - Thanks for trying to reach me through facebook, my blog and through sms! =D I can't believe you undertook so much effort. =D Thanks again!
zl - HEY! =D Sorry for not inviting you! I feel even more paiseh. =D THANK YOU MAN!
dh - Thanks Dinghy =D
shadowy96 - Yeah...I'll change it soon. No idea where the ACS people go. Perhaps Ghim Moh?
Keeve - Fine. Not this week though. =D How's yours?
Mao Mao: THANKS Ranald! =D Mao Mao Rocks!
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I still want to be friends with the [confidential] guy. And try to make amends with Savvel. why am I so shitty?

Blank.

D.O.B: 11.04.96
Age: 12 years and counting ):
Horoscope: Aries
School: RI
Class: 1Q
CCA: -

Guitar Hero Wii!
My Laptop!
My Google Phone!

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